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Friday, March 25, 2005



Last nite came home frm my tiring work at abt 10+pm.. Alreadi sho tired... after working Full shift.. All Jw's fault...y muz off?? lol..jk... Anyway....went to take a bath n get ready for the earli morning.. Since it's juz a few hrs more b4 setting off... i stayed up till 3am+... All my uncles n aunts discussed to set off at 3am+ as there were 2 places to go... At abt 2.30... my siblings alarm clock rang... but no1 woke up...n i'm still using my com...forgot wad i did... haha...den..since they haven wake up.. i lie on my bed for awhile... juz when i nearly dozed off... my mom came in to wake my sis...n they went to prepared...my sis tot i'm slping... n kept on shouting mi to get up.. haha.. do i look as if i'm slping? anyway... i juz got up... but i'm alreadi dressed n readi to go anytime.. my family left hm at 3.55am after getting our aunt's call to rush us... When we reach downstairs.. no1 was there... we'r usually the last family to get down... wad abt tis time? haha.. Tis yr.. we waited for every1 to come..n had a nice chat wid my cousins while waiting..my uncle is still the joker in the family.."dirty" jokes... haha.. Every yr.. we wld meet under our blk... as my granny n 1 of my uncle oso live in the same blk as us... den all of us wld set off together...wif 4-5 cars... following each other on the way...den... those hu sit behind the car will b slping like pig.... until we reach the cemetary.. but.. qing ming jie haven reach wad.. how come so earli go liao..

Den...when we reach the cemetary...some of us will help to carry something... n those wif torches will lead the way..Den my aunt will put the biggest n brightest torch above and place all the food n fruits on my granddad's tombstone..when the candle burn abt halfway..All of us will take turns to burn the incense paper...but there's always jokers ard wif some of their "dirty" or hilarious jokes..after tt... we all will stand ard... n each 1 eat abit of the food tt we used for praying..n we chatted.. my cousins realli change quite abit..some grow prettier,slimmer.. but still jokers...Some asked abt my o lvl results... didn noe how to say either.. haha..but they still support mi..some cousins said they gonna leave Sg.. for studies...tt's sound so cool.. will i haf the chance? After tt.. we left for bishan temple at abt 5+ or 6..To pray our tai gong? shld b.. My granddad's parents? hmm... after praying in the temple...We went to haf our breakfast at the temple's canteen..we pulled all tables n chairs together to form a big rectangular table.. n had our breakfast together..kind fun..coz...jokes will still b there..laughter too...All of us will b toking abt wad we'r doing now.. n our plans...After our breakfast...all of us went baq to our own hm..it was abt 9+ when all of us reach hm.. n fell aslp on our bed..thou it's dirty..wif smell of smoke on us..we still fell aslp...it's so tired..coz i didn slp.. haha..

slpt till abt 2.15... senzo woke mi up...coz i asked him to.. haha.. but den.. i went baq to slp after tt...at about 2.45...junwei called frm workplace.. n we chat for awhile...asking if i wanna buy 4d.. haha..after we hung up... i went baq to slp... till 5+ or 6 den wake up...den.. i took my shower... n prepare to go out for a movie wid senzo..cant realli decide wad to watch... coz at 7.40.."the eye 10" tix sold too fast..den we had the 9.25pm's show...in the meanwhile... we went timezone n played a few games...when the show ended, it's alreadi abt 11.15pm...n we took a bus hm...

The eye 10 wasnt realli scary? except for the starting part.. where all the monks sit down n chant for the woman wif the ghost in her..the face is scary...haha.. den.. other part.. i think not realli scary?? ok.. Slping time... Wan an~

11:48 PM


Monday, March 21, 2005



Aiyoh...yesterday slp 5 hrs den go work full whole day...damn tired man...den today.. slp abt 6 hrs den go work....whole day oso... den...my headache is starting again...coz not enuff slp...so..wif tis headache....i gt mood swing while working.. so.. i oso dunno wad happen la... i was like half aslp half dreaming.. n half..working..WORKING?? I dun think i'm working..Ahahaha...wadever it is... I'm dying......
Tues will get to noe if i can get in poly le..but i'm like too bz wif work.. n almost forget abt study..haha... how i wish i can go holiday for 1 mth...b4 i do anything... i juz wanna peace n lots of rest.. Too tired........ BERI TIRED!!Grrrrrrrrrrr!! ='(

12:12 AM


Saturday, March 05, 2005



Sian... mon went to get results... Kinda disappointed thou.. Maths paper is kinda easy... But i failed. What the hell is happening? N sci. i thot was difficult get mi a B3.. Kinda miracle thou... But without maths... there's not much courses for mi to choose..Onli Architecture,landscape architexture and interior design... Nth of my interest.. Den tis morning went to NYP wif Meena to go for the direct admission exercise.. the courses available for mi to choose is oso limited...They gave mi 3 choices... but i onli choose 2 which i'm more interested in.. Information technology and multimedia infocomm technology.. Waz nxt. I wanna get into digital entertainment technology...sounds cool...n fun... but.. i dont noe wad career i haf in it... n.. my marks dun allow mi there...If i realli cannot get into any of the 2 choices.. i might go n take private O again... juz for english,maths n combine humanities...
Another problem, Gotta pay my own sch fees when sch starts. Cash flow problems..ahahah... gotta work n work n work now..Private sch abt $2000, Poly oso near to $2000 for a semester.. depending on the course i going... TIRING MAN!!

12:29 AM