<body>


KAIXIN ;


Sunday, January 02, 2005



work full time today again..getting sian each day.. but i rather work or go out than staying at hm...coz..i think too much..tt's y i hate bed time..bed time gives mi time to think alot..n almost everytime causing mi unable to get to slp..Today... finally knew the ans.. but dont noe how i shld feel...happi or upset? shld feel happi...coz i didn fall too hard.. or shld i feel upset..coz i'm giving up? haha...even tis is a hard decision to make.
Sian leh...wad shld i do? working there is getting boring..dont work i'll think too much...die die muz keep myself bz...everything end so fast. Like the tsunami..no 1 expected it..It came so fast..n goes so fast..cannot catch up....
On the day my o lvl results came out..i might juz die after c-ing it..so ppl... pls gif mi ur last words..b4 i disappeared...

11:40 PM