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KAIXIN ;


Wednesday, January 12, 2005



A nice drawing by ah hong... Thanks lots!! LOVE ur drawings!!!

11:18 PM


Sunday, January 02, 2005



work full time today again..getting sian each day.. but i rather work or go out than staying at hm...coz..i think too much..tt's y i hate bed time..bed time gives mi time to think alot..n almost everytime causing mi unable to get to slp..Today... finally knew the ans.. but dont noe how i shld feel...happi or upset? shld feel happi...coz i didn fall too hard.. or shld i feel upset..coz i'm giving up? haha...even tis is a hard decision to make.
Sian leh...wad shld i do? working there is getting boring..dont work i'll think too much...die die muz keep myself bz...everything end so fast. Like the tsunami..no 1 expected it..It came so fast..n goes so fast..cannot catch up....
On the day my o lvl results came out..i might juz die after c-ing it..so ppl... pls gif mi ur last words..b4 i disappeared...

11:40 PM


Saturday, January 01, 2005



haha...look at the time... 5.02am.. and i'm still awake..dont noe y.. guess the answers i wanted to noe all along r out.. y do tears keep falling thruout tis nite without i knowing? Juz cant slp.. wonder how i'm going to work later.. wad if i fell aslp n overslp? haha...crap man..wad shld i do to make mi slp? n wake up in time for work? still cant figure out. still cant figure out. still cant figure out..........................

5:03 AM