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Saturday, December 25, 2004



sian...work full day today...n went to check my timetable for nxt wk...y did they let mi work full hrs EVERYDAY?? i seem to b the onli 1 in the list working full time for the whole wk... am i gonna die soon? haha..Kelvin, ah hong, shihui, priya n tingzhen sent mi chirtmas greetings...it was sweet...esp. ah hong's mms...so cute n pretty...haha.. but i still feel sad... y am i torturing myself liddat?

1:32 AM


Thursday, December 23, 2004



It's my off day today... can predict tml will b a beri tiring day..junwei's coming for interview tml..n dunno if there's any problem..kinda sian..I've always love Christmas and always looking forward to this festival..It juz feels so peaceful n warm for mi..But i had to spend my day working till 9.30pm..If onli i can..i'll spend my Christmas eve nite in orchard..or mayb East Coast beach? At least i'm away frm troubles n worries on tis nite..I LOVE CHRISTMAS!! but.. Wad a boring n sad christmas i haf tis yr... ='(
Tis afternoon went to watch kungfu hustle by stephen chow wif my sis n bro.. it's so funny.. n abit overdoing..anyway..i enjoy his show alot..after tt...we went hm..n i watch happy fish..kinda lookin forward to pass piggy zhong's his presents..ahaha dunno how he came to the blk ard here..mayb to find the girl ba..ahaha..mi n my bro pei him go eat..den somehow..they wanted to play bball..dunno how he play after eating a big plate of horfun.. lolx..didn noe y i feel so upset.. mayb i shld juz leave it n disappear frm him.. tot i sweared n determine to stop toking to him. It still helps..but y did i waver? guess i gotta start it all over again..leave him alone is the best i think..haha..he wont b alone anyway.. the kid will b wif him. ahaha..Things shld b alrite. but y am i tearing?

11:50 PM


Tuesday, December 21, 2004



Sian.. so tiring..working everyday..now doing 3 person's job...can die...but i seem to be so interested in it..ahaha... kinda down lately. no1 for mi to tok.. stopped toking to piggy zhong. he stopped toking to mi too.. mayb it's a gd thing afterall. Can concentrate on the P5 kid..haha..No more songs to listen liao. Coz of mi..N no more stories to tell. Coz of mi too. No more stories to listen. Coz of mi? N no more jealousy. Coz of mi too. Hehe..... I'm such a good soul to stop devil's actions. ahahahahaha......

1:43 AM


Tuesday, December 07, 2004



y do i feel so terrible..? y did i say all those things...stupid sial...but guess tt's the onli way to end all these things..I tried hard to stop these tears frm dropping.. but it aint easy. Da ben dan!!
HaHa..went to work for the 2nd day in my aunt's office...n dunno under wad circumstances..i ended up having free eyebrow trimming n facial.. free of charge...haha..unbelivable..the auntie is nice.. but pain sial... squeeze all the pimple out 1 by one...first time go to beauty centre...was suppose to collect coffee frm there...hehe..Sian...Mind is blank...I'll get baq later....

11:36 PM