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KAIXIN ;


Monday, August 30, 2004



Everything tt has a beginning has an end. Now i noe wad it means.My life is so pissed today. Juz wondering wad r frens for. Frens r those hu wont wait for even 15-30 mins? Frens r those hu lied and carrying on the lie even thou ask again n again? Frens r those toking abt sth among themself n u dont understand a word? Or is it tt frens are those hu hide everything frm u? Thot i've learnt not to trust ppl so easily since young. But it isnt so. Until today, i still realised i'm still believing n trusting.
From my family, to Alex,to feng den today...Eugene and the 3 gers. Wad is left for mi? Anger? Hatred? Sadness? Tears? Tis is really terrible for mi. For about 10 yrs or more. Same old thing repeating. Still cant get the reason behind all these. So tired now. Wad is to trust? What is to believe? It's juz all crapz..I hate my life. It juz seemed like nobody can b trusted, not even own family. This life is like hell. But hu noes.. n hu bothers? Now I understand how some ppl, mayb like hanisah, feel n i noe i'm much more better off than her problems.It doesn realli matter if i haf frens or not. I juz dont care or gif a damn. Would u rather haf no frens? Or u rather haf frens hu cant trust too much? But 10s to ah hong..Really thank u for ur useful advice and encouragement..Happi to haf a fren like u..N sorri for bombing u wif so much problems.

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