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Tuesday, June 22, 2004



2 days nv wirte ler..nth to write oso...last nite cant slp..coz past few days slpt at 2+/3+..but i went to bed at 12+.. and slpt at onli 3am+..juz cant slp..i hate being left alone..by the 1 i realli care for..but it happens continiously...left home for sch at 9.40 but missed my bus..in the end..i was late for sch..but teacher din say anything..we did chemistry and physics practical.. to prepare for the o lvl.. my heart wasnt in sch..juz daydreaming as i watch my fren doin the experiment..after sch..at 11.35..i went to find my frens frm the nxt class..everything was over.. we r all baq in one big grp..we'r all happi to c each other ended the cold war..n so..mi,priya,hanisah and devi went to northpoint to buy flour,water,necklace and earring for Meena..it's her b'day tml..it's like a few days baq..we went out to celebrate my b'day..n now..it's her turn..time flies... hanisah,syu and aminah intend to sabo her wid flour n water today..too bad..i had to go hm early..n din join in the fun..after tt..went to repair my spects..the whole day..nth much happen..but wasn doing everything correct..was like dreaming the whole day..

as usual..feeling so sad n depressed...i cried again..but this time..it's diff..i cried for a stranger whom i noe yrs ago..din noe wad actually happen..mayb he noes..or mayb he doesn..but he surely wont care how i feel...If he doen care..y shld i?..Miss "stranger" so much...='(


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