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Sunday, June 13, 2004



Haiz.. Woke up at 10+ today... n knew tt it wld b a boring day..I was rite..my sis ordered a sunrise meal frm mac..after finish eating...i watch the tv drama on chn 8 at 11a.m...watch halfway, my bro's 3 lil frens came to our hse...n make alot of noise..wad a day.. making mi feel headache..after tt the drama finished and they left...

After watching..my sis,who was realli bad in character tried to go out.. she'll always hang out wif those "bad" company n later..turn out to b very very defiance..but..i managed to lock her at hm..PhEw!! Last yr..i had to admit tt i'm beri strict wif her..But she realli made mi sooo fed-up..i cant stand her anymore..until i thot i shld let her do wadever she wans..n i cant b bothered in wadever she does..Until recently..she got worse..i realli haf to control her..or she go real bad..Anywayz.. i went to to take a afternoon nap as my headache is getting worse..and my sis is chattin wif the fren outside our flat..Half-aslp,my lil bro wake mi up..saying my sis is gonna climb down the flat,as we were juz staying on the 2nd storey..SURPRISED MAN..when i went out..she was alredi in her rm..toking on da fone..gd thing she nv go down..or u wont noe wad might happen to her....

i've always let her go out frm morning till 6pm.. but she nv keeps her promise..she'll always return hm at 7+ or 8+..i noe i shldn trust her anymore..tt's y..i locked her at hm today... but din noe she'll thot of going out by climbing down the flat..

after i realli woke up...my head is still aching..argh...juz how m i going to spend my day..I was having my dinner..wif my sis beside mi..her food taste strange..so..i gave her my food.. but my bro..always picking on my sis..came to hit her wif stupid WWE stunts..Crazy man...we'r eating!! so..i stopped him by taking his fav possesion n told him i'll gif it baq if he gives us a peaceful meal..but..he dont wanna listen...He continued hitting her...Cant stand it lar...y muz he always pick on her..she's gettin defiance not onli bcoz of her frens..it's also bcoz.. she feels tt no1 in the family loved her..i realli got angry..i yelled n scream at him..but he's juz 9..n he's kind of afraid..so he went to the kitchen n take a bamboo stick n started screaming at mi..CRAZY!! he continously waving the stick wanting to hit mi..but i got hold of it..haha...he was crying then...he get another "weapon" - my mom's belt n wanted to continue hitting... hahaha..juz den, my dad came n took it away frm him..he still dare to accuse tt it's our fault.. Wadever...juz let him tok wad he wans.. he's juz a kid..

Headache is acting up again...my mom came hm..as usual.. started shouting for the mess in the living rm...haiz...so pissed off...being cheated by 1 of my fren whom i noe frm gunbound.. after tt..i heard my sec 3 sis(the 1 older den the defiance one..) and the lil sis quarel for one pathetic com...the quarelled till my mom came out to scold my lil sis..coz she has been occupying tt com for quite some time..but she dont wan to get up..she juz sat there...not doing anything...it's better for her to listen to us...coz..she always got beaten after not listenin to wad my mom said..she's realli stubborn...so i went over to plug out her connection..thinking she'll get up n not gettin any beating... but she still dont wan to get up..my mom caned her..but her hand...still holding on tightly to the mouse.. dont noe wad to do sial...den my mom snatch her hp away...coz..it's her precious thing.. n my mom was unable to pay her fone bills..after tt...she got up n tried to snatch the fone frm her.. my mom caned her so many times..n she dont wanna let go of the fone..until my mom hit her harder...she let go...n went into the rm...haiz...realli dunno wad to do lah...she's the 1 hu gets caned by my mom for being too stubborn.. mi n her elder sis always tried to help her...but she doesn wan to cooperate n dont even wan our help..If onli she listen to us....Any1 tell mi wad to do to help her?? things will get realli worse..i can feel tt she realli hates tis hm...... >.<

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